Dark Mercenary wrote: Hey guys.
Its me Kestrel.
Just for those that dont know.
I have been getting the feeling everyone here except 1 or 2 guys absolutely hate me now. I really dont understand why to be honest. I know many of yall are ticked at me, and I can accept that. I still look at many of yall as brothers and sisters, and hate to know im hated now. If u are sore at me in any way can u please pm me so we can talk it out? I dont expect everyone to be happy with me, but I do miss knowing I had friends here.
Thanks for ur time,
tKestrel AKA
Dark Mercenary
I only speak for myself here Kes. You were the one who decided to open the door and walk out without much of an explanation as to why. Many Misfits including myself reached out to you and received vague replies.
We have had long conversations and great talks and you chose to close that door. You have chosen to not acknowledge me in a game and led me to believe I was actually helping out one who stated he hadn't played for a long period of time and wasn't sure how to take on the d8.
Misleading to say the least, am I upset? No, more disappointed. Your open fight with swop was a bit edgy and surprising as well.
So I can only say this from myself, you chose to leave, you failed to recognize the care and concern from this squad and fail to recognize that you are the cause for the distancing relationship. In order to understand when one is trying to be a friend or give advice, you must first be receptive to those giving and those who care. Growing mentally and emotionally requires one to look deep within and accept any faults you find with your self and find ways to improve.
This is by no means is an attack toward you, just my 44 cents and my way of saying that I truly wish you the best with all endeavors you take.